had dinner with gf at coffeebean gardens last night. yup. and we talked quite abit till shyan and company came. and gf told me what she blogged. its abt um, somewhat like a wrap up for this year in sch, in sec3justice, in our second year in sec3. and how we thought year 2005 is gonna suck with all the, then sec 2 students. yup. we were so wrong. these girls who're younger than us made our second year in sec3 so much better than last year's. i guess both of us are damn lucky to have failed our 2004exam badly. or else i would be stuck struggling with Os. and i wouldnt have known hazel tansiawkern. the girl who has been there for me all the time when i needed somebody. um. since ard may? all the way till now. haha. and the hazel being the lao da of jash? after all the planning of birthday celebrations, getting caught in the rain, grocery shopping, watching aunty aunty shows like'yen can cook', there's no doubt she's my girlfriend. and lydia hoelidi, the sleepy girl who cracks me up all the time esp during eng lesson. and i think she has alot of um characters? as in, she was called the porn star, hornyhoe? and! choirboy and recently mr fit buddy. and the funniest moments i'll never forget, like the pooping in the airport and in sch. haha she's definately the best buddy. sarah chan. though we were in sec3faith tgt last year, we aint close. oh man. and now, woah. do i love this girl man. she's the blurrest girl i've known so far. she makes all of us laugh at her stupid actions and the "let's go. g, o go" thingy. haha.
anyway, ytd was supposed to be the day i finally get back to sch from work. yea. i took a one day leave. and before i returned to sch, i told myself i must give gf and buddy a BIG hug once i see them both cos i missed them like shit. but didnt, cos the situation then was awkward? and last night gf told me she wanted to give me a big hug when she sees me in sch, but didnt too. oh man. i love this girl so much.
ah. i dont feel like going on anymore, im getting really sleepy and my eyes are hurting! so off!

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